how does it feel when you can't be with the person you so love?
how does it feel when you feel so lost and you don't know what to do?
i have to say it's bad.i feel that i can't move on anymore. i was at parkway today, sitting there. i started thinking about my problems. tears just rolled down my cheeks. i wiped it, and pretended nothing went wrong. then, i told jialin i wanted to go home, then derrick,lewis,linken and jialin sent me to the road side.once i boarded the cab, i couldn't hold the tears back, it just kept coming down.
i really want to let y0u go sometimes. but i can't. i don't know what's so great about you. whatever. i can find many better guys out there. you're just different.so now, i'm going to try my best to let go. from now, i'm not going to gaive a damn about you after i ask you about somethings.after i asked you what i want to ask you, you may step out of my life.
i have a thousand questions, but i have zero answers.
whatever you say.
7:50 PM